it's been a month since

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presents from matt--including my favorite chocolates he always create something special this year, he painted a cute plaque of our stuffed animals celebrating my birthday SWEET


looking forward to the new year!

a christmas reflection

"The versatile blogger award is an award given to you from your blogger peers, for writing quality posts that have somehow touched them, having good quality photographs, and the uniqueness of the subjects covered. The award is to honor the bloggers who bring something special to your life."

Thank you Sophie Jane for this nomination ♥

Facts
1.  mystic: I am highly intuitive 2. on learning: I get obsessive over a subject and I need to know everything about it 3. career outlook: I just received a job offer to be a scientist 4. fashion: I once modeled for Baby, the Stars Shine Bright, a popular japanese lolita fashion designer at an anime convention 5. philosophy: I keep a record of synchronicities in windows notepad 6. family/friends: I do not have any siblings and I don't have many friends; I don't feel lonely. As a child I grew to be very imaginative even to this day. 7. perception: I tend to view the world as a Cassandra, yet I'm a bit of a futurist 8. music: my favorite songs are the ones that evoke a glorious, dreamy atmosphere that can carry you out of this world
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Merry Christmas & Happy New Year

post apocolyptic dream

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matt and i often find deer in this particular cemetery



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romanticizing about death, and feeling it so intensely.



in the past month,  my soul had descended into an abyss of the negative space of paranoia and fear

perhaps, this is a rebirth of some kind

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my declaration of the end of the dark times