post apocolyptic dream

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matt and i often find deer in this particular cemetery



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romanticizing about death, and feeling it so intensely.



in the past month,  my soul had descended into an abyss of the negative space of paranoia and fear

perhaps, this is a rebirth of some kind

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my declaration of the end of the dark times

learning to hunt

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we haven't done this in a while.
the best times are when...
 matt and i philosophized about time, space, and life in general
as we lay on rocks next to a stream of water leading to
a waterfall below us.



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 today, we stumbled upon a tree bridge!



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thanks to taking my ecology/geology field classes,
and in addition to ones i already know,
we've got so many places to explore this year...
- the raptor trust
- the great swamp
- cheesequake state park
- helyar woods
- riker hill art park
- watchung reservation
- the skylands
- kip's castle
- van vleck house & gardens
- sacred heart basilica
 - the green pond outlier
- garrett mountain
- lambert castle

it's not over yet

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☆ ☆ ☆ and another winter passes quickly by.  birthday wishes fulfilled. matt, most loving.  keeping the best memories secret. details explained later. new beginnings.